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for context, i came from a very humble beginning and i was an FAS kid growing up. but now that i’m in my 20s near approaching 30s, i realise i really can’t do this shit any longer. the 4 men that are supposed to be the light in my life, the harbour; what are they doing instead of shouldering more responsibilities at home and in life in general? man #1: whenever i am going through a rough patch or just tired and burnt out etc, what does he do? “awww” “poor thing” “there there”. may i know how the f does this help to alleviate my burden??? man #2: just adds on to my troubles by ranting to me about his in which it just doesn’t make sense because 99% of his problems are caused by him and him only. man #3: also all talk but no action. abab want to quit job. nearing 30s also now then want to take up part time studies like for what?? man #4: just gaming and/or sleeping all day. that’s it. affecting my sleep time and quality and thrashing the room. cleans room on own accord only once in a rainbow moon. so what the f am i supposed to do? i’m only human lol. while people are enjoying life without consequences, i also want to enjoy life without having to think like oh i have xxx commitments at the back of my mind. but realistically speaking if i do that (financially and physically) everything will come crashing down. and i am f-ing expected to be a 100% functioning human and picking up after people all the damn f-ing time. some help please and time to wake up your f-ing idea maybe???