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Im 34, I dated a guy briefly (less than a year), and he ghosted me. After that, we had no contact for about 1 and a half year, even though I tried reaching out back then. Then suddenly, he came back. Over the past few years, he’s been unblocking me and reaching out occasionally, maybe a few times a year. Each time, we’d meet for dinner, catch up, and at the end of the night he’d send me home. But during those moments, he would hold my hand or touch me in a way that felt more than just friendly. (Hand on waist or thigh but nothing more) At first, I didn’t think too much about it. I was just confused about his intentions.Only recently, I found out that he has actually been in a relationship for the past 5 years. During one of our recent dinners, he told me he’s planning to propose to his girlfriend when they get the key which is this year. But even after telling me that, he still held my hand that night. I’m honestly very confused. He knows I still have feelings for him. I even asked him directly if he likes me and loves me and he said yes to both. Why would someone do this? What does he actually want? Does he actually have feelings for me?